well, from time to time, i go to this xanga.... well, bday came and went... MB came and went... so much happened since i last wrote..

today.. well, boy problems, a bit... yep...

fuck that if u can't accept me for who i am... just cuz im actin all different from how i normally act aint no reason to suddenly turn face from me... friends are ppl who accept u for who u are, no matter what, and are also ppl who help you out when ur at tough times, and so on, so forth... all that fuckin bullshit about "omg! ur different!" or "ey.. what's with the new look??" is just totally not right, especially when it comes out in the voices of the ppl who are supposed to be your "friends"... sure, they're concerned of how you act and all, but relating friendship on that??? that's just total fuckin bullshit... it aint my problem if you think of me as a person you can't relate to as a friend or whatever... and it also aint my problem if you don't know how to confront the idea that the person you knew or befriended has a new "look" or "thing" goin on that you dont agree with... it's just the whole idea that you can't accept your friend for "who that person is" .... that's fuckin wrong.. even if no one's all perfect and all, that idea is just total fuckin bullshit.

well, several things are happening...

today~ went to GG, Hot Topic... got some stuff there as well as Claire's... and then to Kodak Theater..~ ^^
yesterday~ skoo again, and then hw.. morning was kinda blah cuz tested with chemicals and the fumes got to my brain~  and that was y i was a bit ditzy during lunch's test...
thurs was kinda swell...
wed was good too...
so was Tue...
mon was skoo again...

ppl are actin like a bitch nowadays... life's fucked up , but i gotta live it... fuck this bullshit

school was same..